feel the heat deep inside of me / blisters on my soul / there’s no place where I could go / down the streets in a foreign land / my feet know the way / to a begining or to an end? // all I’ve ever known is just blown away / all I’ve ever needed is a prayer to pray // is it love that could lift me up / is it a fight to build me up / is it a spell to make this stop / I’m all alone… // I have my doubts, wear myself down / feel like out of control where is an open door? / the tar’s black and wet, lights are swallowed up / need a miracle there to come / I just feel like I’m down to one // all I’ve ever needed is just blown away / all I’ve ever sought is a game I could play // [rep.chorus] // all I’ve ever needed is to trust in me / all I’ve ever sought is a chance to believe // Looking for light but there is none / although my own life’s just begun / I know I’m not the only one but I’m all alone / I need love to lift me up / I need some help to make this stop / I need a door to be opened up / I’m all alone…

take my hand just come in and I’ll show you things you’re looking for / leave your bag full of doubts here in my room behind this door / have no fear, trust in me, like you trusted your mother once before / I’ve been waiting just for you, you’ve been stranded on a native shore // you’re all alone, you need a place to be // just one second I looked back, turned around and followed her voice / she was just too beautiful / and the blisters on my soul were not aching any more / felt like I was coming home // I need a place I could call my home / just a place so safe and warm / hold out your hand and take me to your side / I’d give all for your lovely smile / I’m in a daze, I feel so torn / is this a journey through the growing dawn / I drop my anchor and look around / is this true life that I have found? // my heart aches, loosing faith, I feel cold and lost in this entrance hall / all those steps to these doors to those names I’ve never heard before / and I think to myself that I have to go this way right now / my feet stickin’ to the ground, in my prisoned mind theres no way out // Is this my way, a way to break free / is this my home or my destiny / are you a friend or an enemy?/ open my eyes I just can’t see / I’ve lost my dreams, I’ve lost my world / it feels like I have lost it all / my memory — left on the streets to roam / I’m all alone, I’m coming home // I turned around, the girl’s away / but she left a little message: / to find out who you are / and to claim your baggage / open up some of these doors, / every name has kept a secret / and a whisper on the phone: / "I’m coming home"

this house is like a cavern, the lights small and murky / I still feel cold and I move like a child / a door’s standing open — clear tracks for beginners / looking into a face and thought it was mine // the room full of mirrors and the door slapped behind me / a million voices asking a million questions about me / a showmaster takes me and shows me to my seat / gambling with my life and the rules are all clear // you’re here tonight / find out more ’bout your life / cause you’ve lost sight / but there’s no reason to hide / here tonight / solutions for your mind / they tell the truth, this show was made for you // a firework’s flashing and the stage becomes dark now / mirrors change into screens and the voices change, too / latest news on the tv, the world is in trouble / and the screens start to bleed — conviction or doom? // you’re here tonight / desire deceives your mind / just open up your eyes / and take a look outside sometimes / freethinking not only blind / tear down these walls inside / just listen to your soul

a flower in my hand is the only gift I get from the show / the colour is faded, it’s broken and dry but it’s been born to show more / I don’t know its name but the beauty I see is mysterious and clear / It’s only a gift but I can see more, holding back tears // climb up the stairs, see her waiting just for me / with a dirty apron and her orange hair she looks like a freak / with an absent mind, scissors in her hand, she takes my gift away: / I can help you my dear, just don’t be afraid // your soul is a flower in my hand / just give you some water and you will understand / how to grow again / cut all these old leaves and turn to the light / believe in yourself / You’re longing for your summertime // her little room’s coloured by million flowers in every corner / she takes some of them, makes up a bouquet with my little flower / yellow and red, some of blue, green and black like a rainbow it shines / she gives me the bunch and it will become mine // My soul is a flower in your hand / just give me some water and I will understand / how to grow again / cut all these old leaves and guide me to the light / give me all I need / I’m longing for my summertime // don’t have to choose any colour, I just need some light to grow / don’t want to choose any colour, cause life is so colourful // My soul is a flower in your hand / just give me some water and I will understand / how to grow again / cut all these old leaves — guide me to the light / give me all I need / I’m longing for my summertime

check my face and hair, is my dress just sharp enough? / feel the beat on the floor, and my voice is getting rough / I feel desired but nobody noticed me / just a masquerade — invisible I feel / should I stay or should I go? // many times I thought about my friends / they’re so far away but they take me the way I am / this people here are many miles away / there’s no need to talk, there’s no need to stay / but once they shout my name out loud… // Do you feel isolated? / desperate and hated? / you just can’t escape / we wanted you to come / tell us all of your dreams / tell us what they all mean / we need all your love / we can’t get enough // Is this the price, the price I’ll have to pay / if I give up my life for money and for fame / the chance is small but if this day once come / would I give up my friends, my love, my home / how I’d wish your answer is: hold on… // cause I feel isolated / desperatly hated / without a friend by my side / I’m the only one / need your love just to live / your power, your kiss / just stand by my side / you’re a part of my life // you are always by my side, / you touched my soul invsibly that night / many times I forgot, to write a mail, to make a call / you’re my net if I should fall, you’re in my mind, my heart, my soul // [rep. chorus] // I hold you deep in my heart and this song is a part of you

the city sleeps now / my mind’s awake / illuminating / the shades / of my soul, my soul // the sky is closer / than it appears / a raindrops kissing / the heart of my tears // a hide-away / the last to blame / my love’s insanity / stand the pain of feeling sane / please throw back the stones / please show me a way back home // talking to myself / don’t understand / the meaning’s different / of what I expect to pretend / I deny things about me // what do I mean by / loving me / what have I expected / I could or should be // but I can’t hide / a sky full of stones / one by one / coming down / a melting heart / in the burning dark / can’t stand the shame, can’t stand the pain / of loving me

with a pocket full of stones I close the door, chilled to the bones / languid but proud / then I smell a childhood dream, warm and sweet vanilla cream / feel so good somehow // the door is misted up by steam, the doorbell’s old, the floor is cleaned / I here her shuffling moves / then I look right in her eyes and my soul begins to smile / cause I’ve found my truth // feel so beloved, I feel so welcome / it seems, like I have turned back time / sheltered, understood and cared for / a flash back, my eyes begin to shine // in the kitchen face to face, we’re talking bout the years and days / and she takes my hand / and she leaves her mould of skin, I would give everything / to meet her again // should I cry or should I smile now / should I remember what remains / still need your love can’t buy another / loving and beloved is not the same // I still remember all the good days / I still keep you in my heart / you’re still around me, tryin’ to reach you / but I know, everything will fall apart // anytime, anytime, I still need you anytime, I remember you anytime / but I say goodbye to the old days

sitting on the stairway, a ticket-seller sells me / a key for the lovesick-room where your heart is only full of gloom // all those letters, all those phone-calls in the night / you cheated me without a feeling, I have lost without a fight // I turn the key and listen to our songs, I find some photos in a trunk / a closet full of memories, but only mine not "you and me" // only talking, only hanging on to more / all those tries just for a smile, just to keep the score…// looked out for the best to come, but I knew I’d never won / everything was just a false and cold-eyed smile, / was a promise you’ll stay always by my side, by my side / all those walls inside your mind, all those thirsty, hopeless tears that I’ve cried / just too much for your narrow-minded life / it’s just your easy way out — hiding from your mind // so sweet, tender lies, so easy just to say "not now…" // you will never know, time just may show, you’ll never know what’s your way to go // I take the photos and I’ll put them in the fire / and when they burn I’ll feel this funeral desire / just to bring back all those feelings I have thrown away / just to bring back all the love to make you wanna stay

the wind has swept the ashes away and my crawling heart stands up / the air smells fresh, the pain has stopped / the rooftop is not far away and I start climbing up the stairs / not sure what I might find out there // standing on the isle of air the clouds turn to searchlights / then I start to realize they’re looking out for me / revolving round a field of doors they’re tryin to catch me / feelin like a refugee on the flight across the sea // the secret is behind these doors (you run from your life — but there’s no reason to hide) / and I don’t know which one to take / cause everybody’s calling me — (just stop to lie and start to realize) / too many choices there to make // the roof is like a carousel my soul needs a recast / our future is your secret past / examine your dusty memories and your subconscious mind / the answer’s buried deep inside // I am looking for a way to find out the right one / but everyone is showing me another open door / it’s hard to make a choice out there cause everyone is calling / from the other side — I feel like being pushed to the wall // the secret is behind these doors (you run from your life — but there’s no reason to hide) / and I don’t know which one to take / cause everybody’s calling me — (just stop to lie and start to realize) / too many choices there to make // a block of stone just cannot roll — flying birds are not there to crouch / feel like an old dunkey that has to run like a horse / a withered flower that has to bloom like a rose / but I can’t change the truth and I can’t change the rules / the only way out is to go through these doors / so I take a run-up no reason to stop / the handle’s near // the secret is behind these doors (just push the door, it’s your way up from the floor) / no matter which one I’ll take / the first step is the hardest one (the way is long but your heart is strong) / but the best one I could make / the puzzles fixed, there’s no more risk / behind these open doors / I feel so strong, I find my way to walk on / through open doors

my eyes are blind, my body’s numb / smell the blood on my cold lips / the borders blur, love lifts me up / to fight with dragons of my memories // I keep on diggin’ into my soul / and let the blisters burst / I’m feelin numbly freed / all my senses paralyzed, I’m gettin into deep // you know — this dream is gettin really weird / you know — the only way out of here (I can see your hand) // I’m caged although I broke the chains / and found so many keys / a revelation made for / prayers that could not made before / and still the thornbush’s burning / and still the flames are yearning / for my broken heart // you know — this dream is gettin really weird / you know — the only way out of here (give me your hand) // a soul delirium to make me weak / made by the power of the love I seek / now I’m wakin up lickin my wounds / I feel fulfilled by what I’ve found out

you put out the flames and let me see the beauty inside / you put back a strand of hair and look deep in my eyes / like a blueprint soul, like a cryptical muse // you cut all knots, you’ve opened up a way to your own truth / no more betrayal and no more lies, insight it’s only you // look out on the street, you can go your own way / your bags are packed, there’s no more reason to stay // you found your truth, you found out even more / that anybody could teach to you / you need no doubts, you do it on your own / everyones unique soul is kept deep insight // I take my bags and close the door, step out, breath in easily / troubleshooting my mind and soul, I feel the sun warming up my skin // face to face, only mirrors can show / heart to heart, she won’t leave me alone // I looked insight and was in trouble deep / but I’ve found the key insight of me / I can see clearly now what’s up with me / I don’t need a miracle cause I start to believe / deep insight, insight